Today is the third anniversary of Mom’s death. Today – three years ago my world was shattered when I lost my Mom in a difficult and painful illness. I thought she was going to recover. I didn’t realize that I would lose her. My world has been broken.
“Those we love never truly leave us. There are things that death cannot touch.”
Today was a day I dreaded. Today was a day I wanted to skip. Today is the third anniversary of Mom’s death. I am not going to reflect much on what I saw in a hospital. Honestly I want to forget it. What I notice is the void in my life. The silence that has not been filled. The text messages have stopped. The phonecalls are no more. The trips home are different. I feel like my life has been broken and that I am trying to find a way without my Mom. I miss and love her. I adored my Mom and if it was possible I would trade all that I have to hear her voice one more time or get one more hug. She was not supposed to leave so soon. I feel violated. Mom, I love and miss you deeply. With that I will close with your favorite song.